A City of Ideas

Hi its me again. Is it ever anybody else? Am I just me or am I a conglomeration of different mes? What happens if I act differently in two occurrences of the exact same situation? Can you ever have two occurrences of the exact same situation? Does the fact that it already happened once make the second time not the exact same? What if its just two very similar instances in which you should have acted the same way both time but you don't? Is it because you've learned something? How can that apply if you always react to things at an instinctual gut level? I at least try to. I trust my gut much more than my head. Well at least I thought I did. Can your gut instincts second guess themselves? I thought that was just something your conscious could do. Or is it not second guessing but actually two different gut instincts, or even more? Is it possible for one to have multiple gut reactions to the same situation? I'm really starting to make myself paranoid here. How are you supposed to live your life if you can't trust that you are only one person? Or can you become a community, permit sharing between the multiple identities? By doing that would you again become one person? Just at a different level, sort of like a city is one unit even though there are millions of different people that make it up. Are we just a city of ideas, each one just trying to go about its own business? But which idea gets to rule this community, or can it be some form of non individual government like a republic or democracy? Being a democracy of idea would be sort of cool. But I think I want to be an anarchy of ideas.

ME